I've just finished typing out an angry blog post. I'm not sure about posting it, I want to, but I'm not sure I'm going to. I'm just so tired. I can't focus on school. I'm trying, but my mind won't cooperate. I know everyone thinks it's so great I'm doing this again, and I'll admit, I was on board with that theory last year, but this year I'm just tired, and I'm not even 1/2 way there. It felt good to write out the anger, but I really don't want people to see me as an angry, bitter person. I'm really not. I just hate it when something you'd rather not deal with ends up in your inbox. I might hit publish, I might not.
Right now I'm just going to close up the laptop, turn out the lights and close my eyes. Hope that the focus comes, the studying pays off and that it will be December soon enough so I can have a few weeks off of school. I can make it 2 more months, right??
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i'm so sorry your feeling that way. i know that school is hard and frustrating but you can make it through. just take it one day at a time... i'll try and keep my blog posts a little more upbeat to keep your spirits up!
You can!
Angry blog posts help me! I'm big on venting. I hope you feel better about it and can focus until you get a break. One step at a time!
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