One amazing week with my sister and back to reality. I'm worried I've bitten off way more than I can chew. 3 very time consuming classes, at least they are looking that way, 3 kids and their friends in and out of the house throughout the day, errands, housework, husband, cats, I'm afraid I will get lost in all of it. I hate to feel so down about everything, but I don't know how else to feel. Am I really capable of doing it all? Have I taken on too much? It doesn't help that I'm having a hard time figuring out how to deal with some personal frustrations, things I don't have a lot of control over. It stresses me out, makes me feel more alone and makes it hard to find the bright spots. There are two bright spots coming, as long as I stay up on my homework. I'm going to Suzanne's baby shower on Thursday! I haven't seen her since my 30th birthday getaway! After I'm hanging out with Teresa and staying the night at her house. Can't wait. I'm looking forward to the 4th and the hopefully warm weather and great company at the lake. The 4th is becoming one of my favorite holidays. I'm excited to spend the day with my family, and hoping I get enough work done that I don't have to bring any school work with me.
I just keep telling myself I CAN do this...hopefully that will be enough.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
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That sounds like TOO much, but once you get into a schedule/routine, it'll go fine. I can't imagine doing school with all the other things going on--but you've done it before and been VERY successful. Keep your eye on the prize, girl!!
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