Monday, February 9, 2009

What Was I Thinking?

Seriously, what was I thinking? Sure, I can have surgery the Friday before a test. That's not a problem at all. I'm sitting here this morning, my brain still a bit foggy from the drugs I took last night, trying to study. It's not working. I feel like I'm just reading gibberish. It doesn't help that photosynthesis is so boring. I'm hoping that I'm taking in enough information to make it through a multiple choice test, but who knows. I really just want to close my eyes and sleep. I keep looking at my foot and wondering if it will end up being worth it. It's strange not to be able to see what they have done to it, if it looks much different than it did before the surgery. I'm kind of hoping the Dr. unwraps it tomorrow at my appointment so I can look. I'm sure it's going to be really gross, but I'm so curious. What I'd really like is for my brain to stop being so jumpy and for me to be able to focus on my Biology. That would be very helpful! Wish me luck tonight. Really, what was I thinking? I think I have lost my mind.

4 comments:

Danielle said...

i"m so sorry that the surgery hasn't gone over without a hitch... i'm sure you will make it through and all the pain will be worth it... u are amazing to even attempt to do all these things you are doin all at once!

Margaret said...

I hope it went OK on the test and that you'll get over this foggy headed ASAP. (no good for studying)

Lisa Hahn said...

When in doubt, just go down the line and pick "c" every time.

Auntie said...

Hope you are better. I think you should be done with surgery this year!!